hero.
i got a feeling (BEP!)
i hate it when i lost track of time, and accidentally miss a client’s dateline – after a few minutes of realizing this, that particular client calls up and asked for the progress. I had to lie. I had too. I can keep quiet or by far rejecting their calls. It would make things unjustified.
Same goes to my best friends. When they asked about ana – but this time i can choose to not to answer. I don’t wanna lie and say everything is fine. Everything IS fine between the two of us, but i get this feeling inside, as if she’s pretending, as if she’s just there to make me feel good and herself. Jaga hati la org melayu ckp,sibuk sangat nak cakap omputih. So there you go, i hate liars. So i don’t lie (kadang2). But when it comes to my best friends,i refuse to talk about that matter, things would not turn out good. I’ve been telling them on and off about ana. They get so addicted to the story, and wanted to hear more. This is not a drama. I am not making any of this up. I guess its my fault. Sapa suruh mulut tempayan? kan? But now they get it i guess. They joke around like “eh ana apa cite..oops..tukar topic” – i didn’t gave any responds on that. They would just change the topic.
When I drove home, this is what that comes to mind. But it is nice to have the chance to talk to her again.It is.